March 4th, 2005


Sorry, guys.

I haven't posted in a long time.

I have been stressed out, and busy with work, not sleeping very well, depressed, the whole combo meal. I also haven't been getting much exercise lately, and that doesn't help.

(It's kind of a long story, but I'm taking a break from martial arts for a while. Suffice to say that I was getting more stress than fulfillment out of it. Partially politics, partially other students. I may go back in a while and see if things are better, I may look for another school, but right now I don't really want to deal with it. That's been bugging me, too. As does getting out of shape and gaining weight, but I'm hoping I can find some kind of happy medium there.)

I'm also having some trouble at work. I don't feel comfortable commenting on that right now, but I'll try to when I'm ready.

I've also offended a bunch of my friends lately. I hope those of you who've known me for a long time understand that I am generally an easy going, forgiving person by nature, and I don't like conflict or politics. A couple of people that I haven't even seen in a while have let me know that I've done something stupid lately (or a string of stupid things lately) and never really apologized for it.

Thank you for telling me. Please don't be afraid to do it again.

If I missed anyone, or I did anything else that hasn't caught up with me yet, please let me know.

I am a very sensitive, emotional, reactionary person, and usually I do a pretty good job of regulating that into a generally friendly, low key mode, but I'm kind of touchy right now. One of those sorta "all the important things in my life feeling very shaky and/or failing without warning" sorta dealies.

Sorry about that.

I hope everyone is doing well, especially those of you in the hospital, and I hope to be a little more normal soon.
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